Song Lyrics IV and V...

"Now the plans that I've made
Fail to compare when I see Your glory

Ruin my life the plans that I've made
Ruin desires for my own selfish gain
Destroy the idols that have taken your place
'Till its you alone I live for."
~Ruin Me/Jeff Johnson


"This is a giant leap of faith
Trusting and trying to embrace
The fear of the unknown
Beyond my comfort zone

I'm letting go
Of the life I planned for me
And my dreams
I'm losing control of my destiny
It feels like I'm falling and that's what it's like to believe
So, I'm letting go."
~Letting Go/Francesca Battistelli


So, if you don't know this about me already, I'm a PLANNER! I thrive on knowing what's next and what to do to prepare. Right now I feel like I'm at a crossroads and I know that some decisions will need to be made in the future on which direction to go. I hate NOT knowing what is coming next, but so much of this life is out of my hands...these songs help me remember it's not about me and my own selfish desires and wants, but it IS about what the Lord desires from me and my life. I'm learning to let go (the key word being LEARNING...which I have honestly been working on since high school), but I am thankful that I get to share in the unknown future with my best friend, Jared, and that we have the gentle hand of our savior guiding us everyday.

Philippians 4:6-8